You can call me and tell me how much that you miss me And I can sit there forever and just carefully listen I'm thinking you don't ever want to see me again But your lips seem to be saying something different The streets of Berlin have been tainted by your touch No matter where I go I feel poised to attack Cause what used to be my territory now feels like it's triggering me With every cherry blossom, there's another haunting memory The stains that you left all over me Are so clear to see for everyone but me I can make you see that I try, give you my best kisses Cook up the fancy shit for hours in the kitchen Just so you can say you already ate And I brush it off and just clean up the plates I can give you my everything, I know it's too much But why does it still feel like it's never enough? And it's hard for me to accept, cataclysmic to see That no matter how hard I try I cannot make you love me I see you out with your friends and I go a bit mad Cause in my head all you say about me are things that are bad I know it's my own fault you don't have to let me know Just wish you could see me for who I am when I don't have to perform And put up an act for everyone to see right through I still know that I want you but do you? Despite every time I tried lashing out A wounded animal with a hunter on scout The scars that you left all over me They hurt like hell but there is nothing to see I can make you see that I try, give you my best faith Spend hours in the bathroom for you to show up too late And I brush it all off and I say it's okay But the dagger sits deep, right where you put it in me I can give you my all, I know it's not much But believe when when I say, it's all that I got And it's hard for me to accept, cataclysmic to see That no matter how hard I try I cannot make you love me 11:15, I stay up for you Wherever you set foot My mind now automatically links to you I wanna go on with my life Without thinking twice If I should walk down this street tonight (Walk down your street tonight) Cause I'm scared to run into you Yet after all I want to see you (I wanna see you) But on the other hand I don't want you to perceive me the way that you do I guess there's no winning when you're playing a game Where the rules have never been established and don't stay the same All I ever do with you is try All you ever do with me is waste my time You should make me see that you try Try giving me a sign Should've picked up the most expensive fucking bottle of wine I don't ask for much but at least for your touch To not feel this cold, cause if it does I don't even want that Want you to give it your everything Show me that you care Or at least make it seem like you're slightly aware that It's hard for you to accept, cataclysmic to see That no matter how hard you try you will never get to love me