I sit around and wait to get a call from him I watch the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two I am your lazarus, please act on it Breathless without you Im just being honest Blank paper, blank slate Time to start over, love that I debate Love that I devoted And all of a sudden it ended I feel a really sharp pain in my chest And when I think of him I'm out of breath Everything I do is to impress him even the way I dress All these unimportant details that I stress Is because I need you in my life and I think that you're the best It hurt more then it brought me joy boy That's the gamble I can feel my heart in shambles About him I can't stop rambling and Every song I hear reminds me of him I just got a tattoo and it reminds me of him too Now I spend lonely nights smoking rigs on the stoop Drinking a bit more brew then I used to but I'm resilient and strong So I'll be cool I sit around and wait to get a call from him I watched the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two I am your lazarus, please act on it Breathless without you Im just being honest Won't forget you, Looking through my office window I don't understand your lingo So-so, you're so so nice to look at but when we speak I didn't know two attracted humans could feel so weak Just realized cause I've downed enough beers that Looking at you is like looking through a rear view mirror Cause all your present mistakes are my past ones I was just like you without the beard I know it sounds weird But bebe, this ain't good enough I said I require from us to turn this blue into a red And so I read and so I wrote and i was mad afraid It's funny cause we had the cheese but not the bread And so we tread around with no direction And I know this song is full of him But that word I can't stop repeating it And I won't stop until the pain goes away Until h.i.m. Fades away Until h.i.m. Fades Until h.i.m Until h.i Until h I sit around and wait to get a call from him I watched the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two I am your lazarus, please act on it Breathless without you Im just being honest