I'm writing letters I don't want to know the answer to Believing but not seeing that there's something between me and you I know you mean it but to me it's not the same And I can't spend my whole life living in your blame You look to me for the next high I know what happened but I don't know why I'm making money but it's not making me' So keep shooting your arrows 'cause they're landing in the sea If you close your eyes and it's the same when you're dreaming then You never wonder why or worry about the meaning You look to me to get high I know what happened but I don't know why I must be ducking all of my responsibility Waiting til tomorrow til it comes and catches up with me But I'll fight your spirit just to keep it on the land 'Cause I'm a spirit too even if you don't understand I know you want to get high I know what happened but I don't know why