All of my intentions Tape 'em to a cross Then I forget to mention Write it as a loss The best of my intentions A tape that's getting thin I'm hung up on ascension And I don't know where to begin I don't know where to begin Take your medication Go back to when it hurt Then try some meditation Nothing seems to work Obsess over a comment Wonder what she meant Then heave without the vomit Don't know how your last dollar was spent Don't know how your last dollar was spent Life beside a window Staring at the wall When's this gonna end though? It's already the fall Get me to the ocean A turtle in a shell I'm tracking in slow motion And I don't think that it's going so well I don't think that it's going so well