I been waiting for the sun to come up
I been on to many these drugs
And I know why
I been tryin act way to tough
Breaking down walls just to build them up
Cuz this pain inside
I find comfort in the demons of my life
Started with a little now I double down twice
Why Xanax go good with whiskey on ice
Everything numb makes me feel so right
I wanna get high and i wanna get low
Never really matter I'm just ready to go
So far gone I and can't find home
When will these voices leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I been waiting for the sun to come up
I been on to many these drugs
And I know why
I been tryin act way to tough
Breaking down walls just to build them up
Cuz this pain inside
Here again for the thousandth time
What I do tell I feel fine
Need a drink and a sleeping pill
Brake away from how I feel
Cold sweats and broken thoughts
Overwhelmed and I feel distraught
No I don't need this anymore I'm moving on
See the light at the end of the road
I know where I need to go
Pull me down with another withdrawal
I won't fall no
Nothing feels more like a friend to me
Than a warm buzz on an empty street
When I'm lost in the sauce hear a symphony
I don't pause for the cause it's just constantly
His limits are crossed
The minutes and hours are gone
I skipped all the rocks and written a thousand songs
My innocence lost been on the wrong side of the law
I don't know I don't know wether I saw
What was next ya
What I did
All the things I could never live with
It's your choice
Your bed
You only got one life to live
I been waiting for the sun to come up
I been on to many these drugs
And I know why
I been tryin act way to tough
Breaking down walls just to build them up
Cuz this pain inside