I made it to the top at my rock bottom, bottoming out Hollow and proud, who the fuck am I? I got em in doubt Like was I ever really sober when I told you it was over As I'm loading up the coldest winter boulders in my bowl It wasn't like me, I was never dripping, I was icy Made a living on fact and fiction until they hyped me But I wasn't ready cuz it got heavy and heavier fast Way in the thick of it, talking different and carrying bags That weren't even mine - boom - I stepped in it definitely And it's like immediately it became evident To me that I'd never know peace or take a breath again At least not without grief - when I wasn't helping men in need Women wanted to seduce me, but they broke me I needed love and it made me hate groupies You ain't ever gonna take from me again I wrap my heart in black tourmaline and tumble to win - mothafucka I don't know what's wrong with my brain But I know that I can't ever change if I don't try Don't know what you want me to say I'm a stone, lemme stay on my own cuz I don't mind I don't think I need your help I don't care how hard you try It's just me, myself and I Don't try The only one I trust is my girl That's my life, you don't wanna fuck with my world That's my word, lemme spell it out for the class The only CD that we see is a mountain of cash It's bigger than music, this is the generational worth We make the money circulate like a plate at the church You think it's cake, but this is high stake This is fuck everybody, out of my face I am not the same cat that I was back in the day I had to be saved and it was either that or decay I picked a path, got my lazy ass outta the way And took advantage of the automatic fact that I'm great Cuz it's the truth and I never need a verse to manifest I shadow box so I can reverse the damages Of my programming, I'm a man first and foremost And life's short, I ain't got the energy for foes or your goals I don't know what's wrong with my brain But I know that I can't ever change if I don't try Don't know what you want me to say I'm a stone, lemme stay on my own cuz I don't mind I don't think I need your help I don't care how hard you try It's just me, myself and I Don't try