At the mental hospital Spilling my slack in the white walls Forging facts with tentacles of grief It's not so what you wish you would've thought Doing push-ups in the counselors office Asking won't you please would anyone just look at me When the symptoms turn surprising And there's no sense glorifying what it is you've got Starry Starry Night Will you ever see your parents again? And I cried in anger Hugging myself to the white walls And I kicked the manger Jesus knows I hate him for turning blind eyes