All I want is a way to check that
This pain is real
Lately I'm feeling fine
But hope that that's how I feel
But I put it all off
May I make up my mind if I change it
Cause I change a lot
Seconds later I think I can face her
But I'm really not
Cause I put it all off
And she knows I've been trying to keep cool
And show her a better path,
Kick down walls in my mind
Just cause of the way she'd laugh
Well I put it all off, off, off
I think I'm better off without getting
Involved with her patience,
Stayed at home enough and told my mind
Until it all made sense,
And I put it all off
I know I know I seem upset again
Only I see you get upset when
Witnessing a lie
How can I make myself be truthful with the real you
When I can't seem to find the truth to tell myself too?
I guess I'll put this one off too
And she knows I've been trying to keep cool
And show her a better path,
Kick down walls in my mind
Just cause of the way she'd laugh
Well I put it all off, off, off
I think I'm better off without getting
Involved with her patience,
Stayed at home enough and told my mind
Until it all made sense,
And I put it all off