I've never been so close to hell As where I am standing tonight It's an old kind of lonely when you can't find yourself No matter how hard you try I keep falling slowly Into deep sleep watching my dreams fade away Falling slowly into old ways Brought me to my darkest days I've always cared a bit too much About what the kids think of me It's an odd kind of worry when you can't love yourself Despite what strangers see I keep falling slowly Into deep sleep watching my dreams fade away Falling slowly into old ways Brought me to my darkest days Oh how I've come so far