I never want to let this go I spent the last year lying to myself I never paid much attention to the cards I was dealt The perfect hand was always in my reach You were the ace inside my self And I hope you still believe Well this is all we have and all we know But we're too young I never want to let this go I always thought that leaving was the key To be independent and free But you cut through the deadlines and dead ends If I could turn the hands of the clock back (believe me I would) I'd show you what I always needed to (what I never could) They say time heals everything So is the feeling of truly believing? All I know is missing, missing is all I know You were my only reason to stay But these memories won't fade away I've been holding on forever I've been sleeping here for days When you pulled me in all I did Was push away