What am I now that I was back then Where my life has passed me again and again Shadows of the past eat at the light of the present So much of myself I have begun to resent What am I now, what am I now? Cursed memories of the past flood my brain Sleepless nights bring overwhelming strain Smothered by false hope whilst I pray on my knees At least if i'm dead i'll finally be free Cursed memories of the past flood my brain Sleepless nights bring overwhelming strain Smothered by false hope whilst I pray on my knees At least if I'm dead I'll finally be free If death is the final accounting Then why is life plagued with suffering? There could be unity in place of pain There could be unity in place of pain If death is the final accounting Then why is life plagued with suffering? We're all bleeding to feed your gain We're all bleeding to feed your gain Afflicted with the sickness, the sickness of pride You have left so much damage in the wake of every time you've lied It's a wonder that your heart isn't blackened in your chest A virus you've placed in the minds that you've infest Cursed memories of the past flood my brain Sleepless nights bring overwhelming strain Smothered by false hope whilst I pray on my knees At least if I'm dead I'll finally be free If death is the final accounting Then why is life plagued with suffering? There could be unity in place of pain There could be unity in place of pain If death is the final accounting Then why is life plagued with suffering? We're all bleeding to feed your gain We're all bleeding to feed your gain Mors Ultima Ratio Death is the final accounting Mors Ultima Ratio Death is the final accounting