I'm addicted to the thoughts in my head And I have to will my way out of bed I never learned to finish a goddamn thing On the day that I die, I might forget my wings I've got a plastic little box in my chest I've got a rusty coat of armor covering the rest I've got no cells in my brain left to process I've got a lag in my everyday footsteps What the hell is wrong with me? What the hell is wrong with me? My memory serves me like a dropped phone call Feels like I'm sippin a drink through a paper straw Am I a narcissist or just an American? At the end of the day, what's the difference? I've got a plastic little box in my chest I hope the bags under my eyes start to weigh less I know I need to get myself back in real shape But I can never seem to make it past the front gate What the hell is wrong with me? What the hell is wrong with me? I'm paranoid of all this noise I was once a wicked boy What the hell is wrong with me? I've got a plastic little box in my chest I've got a rusty coat of armor covering the rest I've got no cells in my brain left to process I've got a lag in my everyday footsteps I've got a plastic little box in my chest I hope the bags under my eyes start to weigh less I know I need to get myself back in real shape But I can never seem to make it past the front gate What the hell is wrong with me? What the hell is wrong with me? Big ideas, forever stalled Sertraline and alcohol What the hell is wrong with me?