Thought the night would turn out white It was black Tried to enter another universe But I made a step back So I tried to stay on the road And searched for the right track Never knew that there was something waiting Over my bed I lay down and forgot the pain in my back Now I feel the powerlessness all over me And I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time My body is wet and full of grime And I'm trying to fight back all the time I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time Whispering around me everytime that I forget Whispering around me everytime that I forget I don't know what I want and if I'll ever gonna get it But there's whispering around me everytime that I forget Whispering around me everytime that I forget I still don't know what I want and if I'll ever gonna get it Whispering around me everytime that I forget And I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time Am I dreaming or am I losing my mind And I'm trying to fight back all the time I'm trying to fight back all the time And I'm trying to fight back all the time