I'm not sure how I've gone this far Wasting, craving, speeding in cars You don't know how I've lived my life The pacing, faking, all of these nights I only have feelings like half of the time Find myself screaming it inside my mind All my emotions that live in my brain Locking myself in so I can escape it I don't learn from all my mistakes I bend the rules 'til I start to break You can't see me when I'm this low I hide it inside and just want to go home I only trust half of the thoughts in my head Staying up tossing around in my bed Falling apart so that I can rebuild I burn all my bridges and run away still