This one might hurt - discussing my own worth
Call myself "worthless" and worse around the clock. It's a terse
Relationship with myself. Perception's not down to earth
I'm trying to get grounded, surf the feelings my mind exerts
Yeah, cursed is how I feel - my fate is sealed. The worst
Isn't what I am, but feel I can't ever see the girth of my
Accomplishments, tarnishing all the things I birth
All the things I birth are examples that my things never work
Try to rework the image. Sweep shit under a rug
Keep stuff up in a closet. That shit is never love
It's from a place of fear. I fear I'm never done
Finding another angle to hammer in: I'm not enough
Into my brain matter. That chatter I'm trying to plug
Or unplug. It's tough to change, but one must
They may start small, but get large - that's the crux
Fake tales - they harm when they become facts you trust
There are evil tales we won't fail to tell ourselves
Like we're faulty or adversity never gets repelled
Yo, there's nothing you can say worse than what I tell myself
We all have mean little myths that need to get dispelled
There are evil tales we won't fail to tell ourselves
Like we're faulty or adversity never gets repelled
Yo, there's nothing you can say worse than what I tell myself
We all have mean little myths that need to get dispelled
There's a grand narrative that you've been building
Of yourself that started since back when you were children
Some of it's made up of facts, other bits are fiction
And the fake stuff is made up to help curate the vision
You want people to see. It fills gaps and voids
Uncertainty's destroyed. But chat in extremes
Means growth won't proceed. It's easy to be victims
Of our own success. These stories become religion
Like: I can't plan shit - never make good decisions
Or: computers hate me, or: I'm bad with children
These statements are prisons - limitations we live in
Be clinging to bad shit - balance is that missing piece
Include that good-good in your tale. Believe
You can handle what concerns you, not just concede
That you're worm food. Learn new ways to live
It's ok to make a mistake, but you're not one - that's not a myth
There are evil tales we won't fail to tell ourselves
Like we're faulty or adversity never gets repelled
Yo, there's nothing you can say worse than what I tell myself
We all have mean little myths that need to get dispelled
There are evil tales we won't fail to tell ourselves
Like we're faulty or adversity never gets repelled
Yo, there's nothing you can say worse than what I tell myself
We all have mean little myths that need to get dispelled