I sat, head in hand on the floor For hours if not more With a prayer on my lips 'Cause I thought that you would change your mind But who am I to hide my own sins I begged my God, "don't let her walk away, 'Cause her voice is the only song that keeps me sane" Force a smile, save a kiss Close your eyes and walk away Only with you I exist You're the light that never fades So here it goes – A cold attempt at an oath To all the faces I've once known And all they hold Inside mistakes - I've paid for my better days Caused my very soul to shake with stories untold I begged my God, "don't let her walk away, 'Cause her voice is the only song that keeps me sane" Force a smile save a kiss Close your eyes and walk away Only with you I exist You're the light that never fades I had a dream you came to me Convinced me I would be alright You've never told me any lies Dispelled the darkness with the light I saw your face across the room Intoxicating cheap perfume I thought you'd leave me on my feet But I can't decide what this all means I can't decide what this all means I can't decide what this all means I can't decide what this all means I can't decide what this all means