And I Find myself here Endlessly wondering Which one of my fears Choose to appear, and I'm Hopelessly horny and Getting more lonely my Self I feel My mind Getting More and more Depraved I feel My mind Getting More and more Depraved And I Find myself here Endlessly wondering Which one of my fears Choose to appear, and I'm Hopelessly horny and Getting more lonely my Self Smelling like sweat and cigarettes I don't feel like my best Addiction it'll coalesce In spite of all my success I'm trading one for another I hide it under my covers What am I gon' tell my mother What am I gon' tell my father Sometimes I feel like a slut And sometimes I wanna be loved Nothing is ever enough Nothing is ever enough for me Sometimes I feel like a slut And sometimes I wanna be loved Nothing is ever enough Nothing is ever enough when I- Find myself here Endlessly wondering Which one of my fears Choose to appear, and I'm Hopelessly horny and Getting more lonely my Self The more things change The more they stay the same Me and Suge, had a smile But us, still longing But more than anything, God loves admiration You saying God is vain? No, no not vain Just wantin' to share a good thing You sayin, it just want to be loved, like It say in the Bible Yes Celie, everything wanna be loved I sing and dance, and holler Just trying to be loved Look at them trees Ever notice how trees do everything To get attention that we do 'Cept walk