The ever present fear of failure's only thing that gets me out of bed sometimes And lately I've been getting on a first name basis with all the voices in my mind TikTok till 4 A.M. Wish I could take back all the time I've spent On this faceless machine And I've tried to make amends But even my imaginary friends say I get way to lost in my dreams I'm thinking bout way too much these days Wish I could just go outside and play I'm thinking bout way too much these days Wish I could just go outside and play The ever present fear of failure's only thing that keeps me wide awake at night And lately all the monsters in my closet have been whispering their hateful lies Blue light till four am Wish I could take back all the things i said Oh that i didn't mean Spend more time on the petals than the roots and We care more about the appearance than the truth We're all floating mindless down the stream I'm thinking bout way too much these days Wish I could just go outside and play I'm thinking bout way too much these days Wish I could just go outside and play I'm thinking bout way too much these days I'm thinking bout way too much these days Think-thinking bout way too much these days Been th-th-th-thinking bout way too much these days Been thinking bout way too much these-