Tell myself, on the ride home Getting tired, hating all I've known Holding on, like it's all I have Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say And you, find it hard to care I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me Got this way, upfront but never true God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am Crashing down, any chance you hear Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me And I don't know what to say, It's fine This isn't Hollywood So fine, getting in your way I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me I'm taking a chance, this could be different This could be all I'm waiting for Taking a chance, this could be different This could be all I'm waiting for I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me Something that's different Something that's different