Medicine
Everything's a drug
But this is medicine
Take this to stop what you've been feeling
Doctor's orders, stop feeling
Medicate
I don't know how to cope so I just medicate
One day I'll move out but I just couldn't wait
No, I couldn't wait
Couldn't wait
But what am I
Supposed to do
When nothing else
Is getting me through
I'm tired of picking at my thumbs
Smoking weed until I'm dumb
When is the cycle done
I'm falling
I'm tired of having a reason to cry
Tired of wanting to die
Tired of picking petty fights
I'm crawling
Right back to my weekend fix
It's medicine
Yes, the distance that I keep from here
It's medicine
It's the only way to get away from feeling
Let's talk about our feelings
Therapy
The T in my last name is for therapy
Something we need for the family
Driving me crazy
But is it all that taboo
That I use a little something to get me through
I'm tired of picking at my thumbs
Smoking weed until I'm dumb
When is the cycle done
I'm falling
I'm tired of having a reason to cry
Tired of wanting to die
Tired of picking petty fights
I'm crawling
Right back to my therapist
She's medicine
Now I can't tell if the world's up in flames
Or if I'm just ashamed of the mess that I've made
Oh, but I know (but I know)
Anxiety is a slippery slope
And, I don't know which scars are from me
And which ones are from the sea
Of trauma you gave me
But what does it matter (But what does it matter)
Either way I shatter (Either way you shatter)
So what is there left of me to lose
When everything else has blown a fuse
I'm tired of picking at my thumbs
I smoke weed to feel numb
I'm tired of having a reason to cry
Tired of wanting to die
Tired of picking petty fights
I'm crawling
Right back to my medicine