The feelings I had for this place was once unknown Remain as feelings I fear, rather than a place to feel home While seasons keep dying I already stopped trying To get emotions in line every time your eyes hit mine It's decisions I've made that caused both love and hate For all that I am, for all that I am For all that I'm not, for ways that I cut For every feeling I choked and the promises I broke But to live not survive it's just impossible But to live not survive as a part of this place It's only bearable while I'm away While I'm away ♪ The feelings I had for this place was once unknown Remain as feelings I fear, rather than a place to feel home And while seasons keep dying I already stopped trying To get emotions in line every time your eyes hit mine It's decisions I've made that caused both love and hate For all that I am, for all that I am For all that I'm not, for ways that I cut For every feeling I choked and the promises I broke To live not survive it's just impossible But to live not survive as a part of this place To live not survive it's just impossible But to live not survive as a part of this place It's only bearable Only bearable Only bearable While I'm away While I'm away