My anger has acheived a sort of permanence Revenge is sweet but it's all at my expense Bipolar treatment has got me feeling blue I'm paralyzed and I don't know what to do So let me put up the white flag, let me surrender Don't you fucking kick me when I'm down You're so abusive, I'm so reclusive I'm already beaten to the ground You're still complaining of a victimless crime Time's gonna heal all wounds but mine Mistakes I made as a part of growing up All my life I've been running out of luck Said I was wrong, I tried to compromise All I could see was anger in your eyes I try to let my guard down in this place Face to face you act in good faith But I turn my back and I'm under attack