You can't see it, it's hiding beneath the surface Behind the smiles and laughing it waits it out It hates everything coming out of their mouths It hates how I pretend to care what they talk about Something inside you'll never know Keeps me from feeling the things that are so Standard for most, but not for me It makes me smile but we hate everything This is why I will always be alone This is why I will always be alone You can't see it, it's hiding beneath the surface Behind the smiles and laughing it waits it out It hates everything coming out of their mouths It hates how I pretend to care what they talk about I never meant to make you cry I shouldn't be here I'm sorry that I Make everything worse when I come home I know it's better sometimes when I'm gone But I need help, I need someone To kill what's been killing my chance to become Someone who won't have to live that life alone Somebody help me I don't want to be alone This is why I will always be alone.