Everything that used to interest me Now aren't even fond memories And all I want is the day to go away In the morning, with my eyes wide open I lay in bed, defeated and broken And sick to death of the pain inside of me I got no money and I never will All I get in the mail are medical bills And lawyers warning me they're gonna be coming for me Close the shit and lock the door Reach inside the dresser drawer Shut off the world with help from my pharmacy And nothing can motivate me I guess this is what I'll always be Searching for any opportunity To do all I can do to keep from being awake I do all I can do to keep from being awake I do all I can do I do all I can do I do all I can do I do all I can do I do all I can do to keep from being awake I do all I can do to keep from being awake I do all I can do to keep from being awake I do all I can do to keep from being awake