Loyal II the pain
Loyal II the pain
More pain everyday
I don't know how to do it so I'ma sit and pray
And I'ma tell you how I feel 'bout it
It's what I want to say, comin' through it everyday
I'm trust try'na fend away until they acting all OK
Said I'm tired of being used and abused and accused
And I wanna make it out so I'ma do what I do
I can make it by myself, I'ma do it on my own
I steady movin' place to place so I ain't ever found my home
So let me tell you how it is, I was 7 raisin' kids
Had to grow up real fast, I ain't trip, I done did it
'Cause I knew wrong from right, toss and turnin' everynight
Thinkin' 'bout my whole life and how I have to get it right
Nigga sayin' that they there for you, but 'chu know that they not
Nigga sayin' that they right and what 'chu know that they not
Don't believe in second chances but that what I was taught
Don't believe in second chances but that what I was taught
Man, they shot my uncle up and he as tryin' to make it home
And ever since he left this world, man, I just feel so alone
Then my grandma went next, and then I lost my nanna
The only one that disturbed me so that shit cut deep inside
So yeah I'm hurtin' to the core, but I ain't breakin' to the floor
I'ma risin' I'ma show them who I do it for
Grandma always said to never trust a nigga or a bitch
'Cause these hoes prob'ly lurkin' and they prob'ly tryin' to slit us
So fuck a bitch, I'm gettin' rich, always planned on makin' it
This my chance, I'm takin' it, I'm goin' hard no fakin' it
Put my all into this music, hope and pray that I can do it
'Cause my pain is where the truth is, gotta play it, see the bloopin'
But now it's time to let it go, I can't stress myself no more
Swimmin' through the pain, but it's a long 'til the sun is so
Think and reminisce I can't believe that I was broke and poor
Damn, I can't believe that I was broke and poor
Loyal II the pain, I feel that shit between my veins
Smokin' on that Mary Jane just so we can heal my pain
But that shit don't keep you sane, it just really dry your brain
What 'chu give is what you gain and now I'm ready for a change
I said it's time to make a better way, yuh
It's time to make a better way, you getta make a better way
It's time to make a better way, yuh (time to make a better way)
Gotta make a better way, I'm gonna make a better way
Hey, that's my niece and you real, you well, God's a will
Actin' like we stay in town and nigga's dyin' on the block
For different vendettas
I tell my ITM I still keep me in braille
I'm not happy here
So much more trauma comin' from my momma
Asked about my path 'cause I'm not really there
My enemies, they keep yappin' at the mouth, the direspect
My recollection got me optimistic, I miss it and I'm hurtin' in my inside
Deep inside, my cry is having got a ghetto and then I died in pain
'Cause every ghetto I ever knew, sorrounded by drug dealers who fucking pay
So feel my agony, I mix it with this remedy, we just hit the scene
And got these nigga's dead at weak ass knees
Have an epiphany, Tiffany, don't mention me
No, you don't know nothin' about this, oh
In the game we draft, you know them black spots the city, yeah
Closed casket, huh, newer fangers to your lane
Huh, 'cause I'm loyal II the pain
I said it's time to make a better way, yuh
It's time to make a better way, you getta make a better way
It's time to make a better way, yuh (better way)
You gotta make a better way, I'm gonna make a better way