I left all my friends
Went home alone again
They were getting drunk in Piccadilly
Kissing people that we barely knew
I didn't stay to long
I didn't hit it off with anyone
I'd rather sulk with lo-fi music on a bus
And hurt thinking of you
Drove across the bridge on the river
The one by Waterloo
Was looking back through pictures
Until my chest ached and my lips turned blue
Cause I've been trying my best but life is stringing along
I keep avoiding conversations and that one stupid song
My rooms still a mess over-obsess about impressing new
People and I just want to cling to 18
Without the sad bits or the heartbreaks or the things in-between
I've missed you a bit since when I saw you over Christmas break
Somedays I wish you stayed
Somedays I'm Just okay
I've been trying my best but things just aren't the same
I left him on read
Keep wishing you were here instead
Was picturing October closed my eyes couldn't make him you
But maybe I'm what's wrong
I fell for another one
At least he was nice
Unlike the guy with the lie last June
Drove across the bridge on the river
The one by Waterloo
Was thinking of ways I could be finding my days
Back with you
Cause I've been trying my best but life is stringing along
I keep avoiding conversations and that one stupid song
My heads still a mess over-obsess that you've got someone new
And I keep wishing that I could maybe cling to 18
Without the sad bits or the heartbreaks or the things in-between
I know that you saw it when I kissed him over Christmas break
Somedays I wish we stayed
Somedays I'm Just okay
Been trying my best but things just aren't the same
And one day I hope you'll say
That you now miss me and it all could be okay
Been trying my best but things just aren't the same