Got to stop treating These hoes like wifey They don't love me they love The idea of a nigga like me The girls where I'm From have all lost their appeal So I fly girls to my city to Find something I can feel I wake up next to models who tell Me last night I came on too strong But I know she still loves her ex so she'll put the Blame on me only cause she feels that she's done him wrong They can't live with that guilt That's just not how their built See my focus Was ladies And I was trying to swim in pussy Like rivers Euphrates For as deep as I love myself Is as deep as they'll hate me The more the world paid me Played me and made it harder To save me Highway to Heaven In a Mercedes Cause money streams only Made me drown in my vices And my stubbornness only Left my family adviceless The boy who loses the most Turns into the man who's wisest So I never questioned where Christ is in the midst of this crisis I bought you those window seats Girl you better get your pretty ass up on that plane She told me she wanted to fuck and The only thing she knew of me was my name I am so tired of feeling alone I do not know what the fuck to Call home It's been 23 years where the fuck Excuse me right now bitch I'm just in my zone Naked bitches all up In my fucking phone Never asked she sent Them on her own Ever have a model strip for you With a view of your city in the back No so don't tell Me how to act My mind packed but my Tongue flows in conversation Why she ain't ask If I had Kids with no hesitation She said your passion for What you love bleeds through So if you did that's something I would've known about you That shit right there made Me feel like a fucking man And till a woman values your Passion you'll never understand Built my lessons on women from their Common actions and tendencies So when I catch their lies They don't see the ammo They're lending me Establishing relationships That don't ever stay So when they fly home they leave with a Why you live so far away I tell them I won't forget Them only to be kind Because you might be on my Dick but you not on my mind I am so tired of girls who lost Potential only to end up an ex Cause that pain stays deep in my heart and I just put the pain from the past on my next I am so tired of Feeling alone I do not know what the Fuck to call home It's been 23 years Where the fuck Excuse me right now bitch I'm just in my zone I hate seeing pretty bitches That we grew up with Get bagged by average niggas And fall off And fuck all them niggas you With they all soft So I got models in My downtown hall loft Well not my loft I just Made reservations You got Netflix and chill I forward flight confirmations I like options and women Are my addiction Could of been drugs alcohol Or popping prescriptions Love her body but not Her influenced decisions So it's easy to read her mind In regards of her intentions The night sky over the city And her silhouette All lust does is kill you Slowly like a cigarette We get what we Feel we deserve So when I see you with a lame I stay silent and reserved Cause that either says you Don't think highly of yourself Or you not in it for love and Only the appearance of wealth I am not naive I know that once You leave we probably won't speak again Cause it's not realistic to live that far Away and remain only as friends The beautiful ones always End up so lonely You know what I want girl I got enough homies You love to talk it But girl you got to show me I ain't got the time to try to Take this slowly The things women do to try To get to know me None of these bitches out Here can control me I'm in pain and none of This shit can console me I'm lonely and this shit Is killing me slowly I'm talking to you bitch I need you to hold me Fuck feelings my chain Icy like hockey goalies Fuck feelings my chain Icy like hockey goalies Fuck all those dreams That you sold me Fuck the old me dumb Bitch this is the cold me