Slept the night on a mountain of cigarettes Woke up swimming in a pool of gin I wandered lost through my apartment And started packing up your things I had a song inside I wish I could forget And some ink that was fresh and new I thought about the nights on the south side Where we broke in our dancing shoes You said "I'm your queen. You know me" You said "I'm your queen. For all to see" Paced around the nights you were never there Trying to find out where you'd been Prayed to god I wouldn't find you all alone With a needle in your skin Some nights you'd come around when loaded Desperation raw and thick You'd lock yourself inside my bedroom As the withdrawal made you sick The first night that we met I knew I'd fall in love with you But you weren't the kinda girl you just pick up You had torn up denim jeans and your shirt said Sonic Youth But I thought that maybe I could be enough