My head is like warzone bullets ricochet at any minute Somewhere up there they'll develop nukes They been sort'n out the body count Corpses littered pieces missing Couldn't handle it's enough to make you puke So They send me down the signal to my stomach I lean over an vomit And head into the house from off the stoop Tell me isn't this shit what they wanted I can be completely honest and they'll tell me that my words are not the truth Just hang me in the booth Eyyyy Build it all in a day Just to burn it down in a second Grow it to the sky And watch the petals fall to the floor There's no water if the soil's been neglected I'm surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket Surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket Everyday a part of me is slip'n through the cracks Worried that I might not get it back All the things I lack They fall in place and slowly they surround me Till they form a giant monkey on my back Ready to attack I'm trying to escape I'm not happy where I'm at You can see it on my face Where do you find peace when your head is like a hell I guess that I'll just toss another penny in the well Since everything's for sale Eyyyy Build it all in a day Just to burn it down in a second Grow it to the sky And watch the petals fall to the floor There's no water if the soil's been neglected I'm surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket Surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket I been feel'n like it's hopeless Look'n for a motive To try to co exist with all these fish inside this ocean Witness my psychosis Runnin from a doctors diagnosis Tryna cope with life But lately I been lost in my emotions I am not well And It's hard to seek a balance When every hurdle cleared is another challenge People tell me I should not dwell I wander through this broken palace I'm just following the rabbit like I'm Alice Eyyyy Build it all in a day Just to burn it down in a second Grow it to the sky And watch the petals fall to the floor There's no water if the soil's been neglected I'm surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket Surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket Eyyyy Build it all in a day Just to burn it down in a second Grow it to the sky And watch the petals fall to the floor There's no water if the soil's been neglected I'm surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket Surrounded with ashes Eyyyy Surrounded with ashes Burn me alive in my casket