This life is a game a chess
That check mate it could mame your flesh
Are you sure that you're ready to risk it all?
Name your horse an place your bets
These wavers are unwavering
They've chained me into slavery
And trained me since a baby that I gotta get that paper g
So basically
I'm a product of environments
Sell'n dope ain't got no 401k
No hope for retirement
Gotta get in and get out
When your family tell'n you get out
An the homies are tell'n you hop in an lets go see what this shit's bout
Have you felt the pain
Wonder why the thunder strikes no cry'n in the rain
I'm a cenobite remember you an I we ain't the same
This shit here is outta left field
When you gonna learn?
I ain't concerned with how the rest feel
I rest easy
All I wanted was a family
Not some epic tragedy
Wish I had gotten my life straight
Gramma don't be mad at me
I'm tryna pull it back together
It's too late it's dead and gone
Hopes and dreams turned to triple beams
Got a list of fiends, an the drugs they on
Keep me warm, it's cold at night Searching for an open mic
To get my feelings out among this crowd expose my broken life
In a rush of rhythm an poetry
Caught up in the pain and they know it's me
Just what I need to ease my brain
But before I go let me ask you this
Have you felt the pain
Wonder why the thunder strikes no cry'n in the rain
I'm a cenobite remember you an I we ain't the same
This shit here is outta left field
When you gonna learn?
I ain't concerned with how the rest feel
I rest easy
Some people are born
With tragedy in they blood
Reach'n for greatness but betrayed by the ones they love
How does it feel
To have a wacko as a son
Not so great when everyone in your life has to run
Searching low and high
Try'na find a home
Knowing every living creature on this earth dies alone
I got emotional problems
But I'm searching for the best
Feel'n like my dad stabbed my mom up in the fuck'n chest
Have you felt the pain
Wonder why the thunder strikes no cry'n in the rain
I'm a cenobite remember you an I we ain't the same
This shit here is outta left field
When you gonna learn?
I ain't concerned with how the rest feel
I rest easy