In my troubled mind Lives the cold hard truth Buried in lies to myself Of how I feel about you Sometimes I forget that you're gone And how lonely losing you made Then your memory drops by To remind me why I'm crazy And I cry like a man shouldn't cry It ain't easy being out of your mind Not a night goes by I don't close my eyes Knowing thoughts of you will wake me To remind me why I'm crazy I can't keep a job, I'm my only friend I'll tell me I'm doing okay Then reality kicks in Most times I don't know where I am But you never seize to amaze me How you find me And remind me why I'm crazy And I cry like a man shouldn't cry It ain't easy being out of your mind Not a night goes by I don't close my eyes Knowing thoughts of you will wake me To remind me why I'm crazy I got your memory To remind me why I'm crazy