My heart and soul were never mine to own
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
We die alone, we'll all die young
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
I feel hopeless, not like anybody would notice
'Til it's too late and they see me lose control of emotions
I've been broken, not too many moments i'm open
Can't cope, I can feel it in me like an explosion
Yet now, i'm tryna get better, but can't change
I keep it inside til I can't and the pain stings
Don't know why I feel like I damage the same things
Look, I promise that I'm able to handle what they bring
I just gotta keep a level head
They won't get me to believe that i'd be better dead
Got a list of everything you'll wish you never said
But what if now it happens and I couldn't make it end
They're gonna pay
I won't let you live another day, there is no escape
This is fate that you couldn't change
Even if you prayed
Stay away, don't make a mistake
Nothing but a fake, that'll break
All that I can say is
What else can you take?
'Cause
My heart and soul were never mine to own
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
We die alone, we'll all die young
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
I get lost in thought and stop talking
Drop my own conscious, til I can't breathe
Doesn't happen often, no control if I wanted
Not too many can stop it, isn't because i'm weak
Keep it hidden, yeah I know i'm different
Just because I'm me
Never used to someone listening
If I would ever speak
Not finished, yeah there's something missing
Never been complete
Or had a hold on emotions at very least
Needed peace
I can bottle up a lot before it leaks
The truth is I do this for you not for me
I used to be foolish enough to believe
That there has to be limits for what we achieve
But there isn't
Only if you're in the wrong crowds
Lacking the support can bring you all down
They don't want to see when I go all out
Just lacking the confidence, i'm all doubt
Creating a fallout
My heart and soul were never mine to own
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
We die alone, we'll all die young
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
I think I get lost in myself a little
Struggle on what's good or bad, i'm in the middle
Overthinking, overzealous, over something simple
I think I need some Independence 'cause i'm in a pickle
Say i'm being used, hit me like a missile
If you try to say that it's the truth
It was innocent, the difference is that "it" was never you
Doing anything for anyone to ever pay a due
And you know that i'd give everything for us to never lose
That was true and myself can't top it
Everybody move, I need help, I've lost it
Got a mental bruise, when I lose my conscious
And I won't ever prove to you dudes, i'm not this
I barely got feelings left to express
You don't know half the pain or half of the stress
Not too sure how to change or how to progress
With regret, but it's been something I couldn't ever forget
I'm used to keeping it in
My heart and soul were never mine to own
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
We die alone, we'll all die young
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?
What you care to die for? What you care to die for?