Birthday party, turning 21
I gotta keep me tidy cause I want a fun
Lovey dovey with a 2D, read the internet enough
Catchy catchy my history, see those stuff rewind
Living life having war with myself too much
No one's gotta notice cause I smile a lot
Keeping myself in tune so I'm looking strong
Have no time to be sad, sad, sad
I want to laugh, want to laugh, funny how I feel
So tired of everything, but I don't want to be seen
I can shout, I can cry, can be mad in open space
Want to scream, want to scream
"God, I'm feeling really tired"
But I don't want to be seen as one
I want to be the one who's looking fine
Despite bearing the pain inside my heart
I can't be lose to myself
Birthday party, looking for someone
Despite a love being phony, but I need the warmth
Lonely lonely, crying in thought of being with some other one
Sleepy sleepy my eyes heavy, probably from wasting the time
Can't believe I'm melting in the reverie of mine
I'm seeing the stars at night, it's lighting the whole sky in dark
Heart is empty, head is full of the shouts in time
I'm getting roar, getting tied, getting full of lies
I want to laugh, want to laugh, funny how I feel
So tired of everything, but I don't want to be seen
I can shout, I can cry, can be mad in open space
Want to scream, want to scream
"God, I'm feeling really tired"
But I don't want to be seen as one
I want to be the one who's looking fine
Despite bearing the pain inside my heart
I can't be lose to myself