God, please tell me How to be less lonely Gotta keep myself Pullin' in myself I have to bear it heavy Cause that's what I'm used to be Baby, I need your love inside But I can't even love you aside I don't want to be in misery But how I feel unbearably lonely I'm mistaken, totally mistaken Dried tears, palms on Heavy breath, moving hands Lovin' me, ruinin' me With everything beside of me Sweating eyes, mouth scream Pulling hair, nails bit Scarred arm, scarred leg, scarred face I want to feel, I want to hear I want to lean, I want to live My body ache for warmth I'm sleepin' in, I'm burried in I'm takin' in, I'm livin' in Dark in cold, but feel so light I want to run away But I still want to stay