(Trust me you don't wanna know) (What is in my fucking mind) (Wish I could just walk and go) (Tired of this fucking life) (It's just me and just my thoughts) (All alone, I'm stuck inside) (I am tired, lost all hope) Trust me you don't wanna know What is in my fucking mind Wish I could just walk and go Tired of this fucking life It's just me and just my thoughts All alone, I'm stuck inside I am tired, lost all hope I could never win this fight You still see me as a ghost You don't care if I should die Find me hanging by the rope I'm not sure you'd even cry Take a look at songs I wrote Only this I left behind These are my suicide notes Bitch, I will not say goodbye You know that it's fucked When demons that are living in your head Make you believe That you don't wanna fight no more And only way to get some rest is Whеn you have a gun aimed at your head Bitch, I'll haunt you whеn I'm dead You will feel the way I felt, yeah All my love was pure But you could not see what I meant I kept on trying, kept on crying You just could not look behind these Pessimistic thoughts, and all those tears I swear to god my only fear Is seeing you with someone else But I can't even love myself I will haunt you Maybe you will feel too What I felt when I was missing you Wishing I was kissing you