Is it medicine
Or a sedative
Poison in my blood
Think I've had enough
Sensitive to all my comparisons
Grasping at the sand
Time right through my hands
It's been a little while since I've had to phone a friend
To help me control my breath
To count me down from ten
Oh I've come to know all the demons in the flames
It helps to put a face to the name
Lost inside a moment
Didn't even notice
How things have changed
But it's still in my veins
It doesn't control me the way that it did
And it doesn't own me I'm over this shit
I'm just saying
How things have changed
I'm just saying
When I stopped running
Stopped chasing someone
Someone who I never was
Made room for dreams that I'll become
I get to choose who's in my view
There isn't only one hard truth
There isn't only one way through
It's been a little while since I've had to phone a friend
To help me control my breath
To count me down from ten
Oh I've come to know all the demons in the flames
It helps to put a face to the name
Lost inside a moment
Didn't even notice
How things have changed
But it's still in my veins
It doesn't control me the way that it did
And it doesn't own me I'm over this shit
I'm just saying
How things have changed
I'm just saying
It's still in my veins
It doesn't control me the way that it did
And it doesn't own me I'm over this shit
I'm just saying
How things have changed
I'm just saying
How things have changed
And I'm just getting started
Keeping me down it's the only way
And I'm just getting started
It doesn't own me I'm over this shit
I just need to be alone right now
I'm in the gravity, I'm just saying
How things have changed
And I'm just getting started