I can feel myself washing away
And every time I breathe it's hard to take
I've been waking up from these bad dreams
You're standing on the shore while I am drowning in the sea
I've been building my home in other people
When my foundation isn't steady
And I thought I loved the ocean
But it came up when I wasn't ready
I feel like I've been awake for days
And if I'm chaos, I'm the one to blame
I've been playing cool since I could talk
You're guarding the window, while I am throwing rocks
I've been building my home in other people
When my foundation isn't steady
And I thought I loved the ocean
But it came up when I wasn't ready
Relating everything to who I am
Too in my head
Ignoring it, as long as I can
(I've been building a home 2x)
I've been building my home in other people
When my foundation isn't steady
And I thought I loved the ocean
But it came up when I wasn't ready
I've been building my home in other people
When my foundation isn't steady
And I thought I loved the ocean
But it came up when I wasn't ready
I've been playing cool since I could talk
You're guarding the window, while I am throwing rocks