If y'all wanna be a closed book
That's on y'all bey
I tell them how I feel
They want me to hide my feelings I won't hide it
Cause I was taught that when you feel a way you go and write it
My niggaz stay fighting back tears but they ain't fighting
In their dark times, they keep the marijuana lighted
Heaven throwing parties and my dawgs getting invited
They don't want me grieve in public
Like my love for them was private
We use to dream bout private jets on henny, get excited
But niggaz wanna open up your mind be open minded
Was looking for my heart the other day I couldn't find it
Told gia I would write a song and I just couldn't write it
Climbing out my feelings cause my feelings change the climate
Climbing in my feelings cause my love for you is timeless
Don't ride in every car cause your killer could be driving
Bitches they might ride dick but that don't mean they riding
I question what life is it's terrible like Ivan
Really I'm depressed I cover it with the smiling
They tell me what to say like oh lord, they must be cray
All that's on my mind this how I get it out the way
If I miss my friends, why I can't say that everyday?
My niggaz in the ghetto came by me to get away
And though they're safe some walked in my room gun on their waist
And I got niggaz who could vouch that I was never bout cap
Niggaz wan be on road, ain't even really bout that
You see niggaz dying why you wanna be around that
The ogs they allow that, fuck it we gone low that
He gone mute the world when he smoking on a loud pack
He might shoot the world he lost his world just a while back
You slide they gone slide back they don't realize that
All this fake love, fake smiles, why smile back
My heart was too big Ashton I had to resize that
Joking doing wise cracks that could get your mind cracked
To keep my peace of mind girl I rather not reply back
I got scoliosis through the day I feel my spine crack
Clocks on my spine wishing I could get the time back
I wish I could get Swipes back
Cause he got cheated out his life and I don't like that
We know bout niggaz who got shot but they was like that
Yeah ion like it
Looking for my heart the other day
I couldn't find it
Climbing out my feelings cause my feelings change the climate
Climbing in my feelings cause my love for you is timeless