I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter Sad music to a mood swing Fall apart after a night of drinking Set an alarm you can sleep right through Swear to God I can see right through you Like a picture says, "hey, I'm adulting" Laugh for a second then forget you wanna kill yourself Go to your friends' house and they've all got their problems You're a philosopher I'm sure you can solve them You're a sinner you need absolution End of the vid said Abso-Lutely Laugh for a second before you turn fifty I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter Sad music in a movie Make yourself cry when the dog fucking dies Dumbass friend says he saw that coming He's always spoiled cuz of trigger warnings Like a picture of yourself at a party Someone comments says you look pretty good in that For a few seconds feel not as bad Try to fuck that girl you been talking to lately She does coke and she's always shaking Stuck like resin on a coffee table A sneeze could knock you over Not that stable I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter I'm soaking wet In the Hereditary bed I'm gonna kill myself somehow whether it's driving my car too fast Or living a life, that's bad For when I turn like 80 years old And they'll all say She just could've had 5 more if she made Better decisions but I guess that's what we live with and I Hold I hold The matches And I hold Your matches And I'm soaked (Soaked) On your mattress I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter I hold the fire Gasoline and lighter