Everyone that's scared of dying
They all ended up dying
I will stay wide awake
Get high to keep from crying
Every room has 4 walls and a door
Everyone just wants a little bit more time
And I'm no different than anyone else
I just prefer to take the pain out on myself
I'm not scared anymore
I just cringe at myself when I'm bored
I'm not scared anymore
I just cringe at myself when I'm bored
I guess it's fine that I don't wanna die
If it means I'm fine being alive
I guess it's good that I am scared to die
If it means I'm fine being alive
I am the second coming
Of the American faildaughter
Stretching anxiously from pharmacy to pharmacy
My most luxurious piece of retail is a padded cell
I wear my disease as a fashion statement as I swallow the catwalk whole
It'll never be enough to satisfy me
I will never have enough to satisfy me
I will never have enough
I will never have enough
Oh how beauty is wasted on the nonexistent
Oh how the intangible howls
Oh how I love being scared of what I cannot understand
This is what keeps me watching television
This is what keeps the servers running
And it never stops
And it never should stop
And I never want it to stop
I never want it to stop
I never want it to stop