I think some pushups would do me a lot of good Something to take my mind off of my mind tonight Picturing my bright hand of us at Disneyland Seems like a life of gold, when are you coming home? If it's all or nothing, what can I say? It won't make you angry or push you away I don't know nothing, except that I'm right I'm dumb, weak, and stupid, and jealous tonight Give me an hour at most for me to clear my throat I think I need you more than you need me by far If it's all or nothing, how should I act? It won't hurt your feeling or make me look bad Inside I'm dying to give up this fight I'm cold and embarrased and jealous tonight There's no relief 'till i'm sure what I've done It's like falling asleep in an intersection So this is how and what my life has really become If it's all or nothing, what can I say? It won't make you angry or push you away Just give me something to get through the night I'm sick to my stomach and jealous tonight I'm jealous tonight