I wonder if I'm ever gonna make it through
I'm stumbling around this blurry room
I wonder if the drugs are gonna be the one thing that takes me out
I wonder how? I wonder when? (aiden han beats)
Just take me out
I wonder what we could've been
I've been up all night in my head tryna make room
I'm running, but I can't move, I'm off the drugs instead
I wonder where this ends, I wanna let you in
But I just hold it inside, I wonder what's on your mind
All them dark times, I wonder if you're fine
'Cause I know I'm not
Tired of feeling this way, I've been up for two days
All this medicine, tryna find a new way
To heal my pain inside
I wonder if you ever really felt the same
I wonder why the drugs make me feel like
I wonder why the drugs make me feel like
I'm getting all the love that you never gave
I'm way too fucked up inside
I wonder if I'm ever gonna make it through
I'm stumbling around this blurry room
I wonder if the drugs are gonna be the one thing that takes me out
I wonder how? I wonder when? I wonder why?
I don't know why, I don't know why