The first thing that I felt when I woke up was that I hate you I hate this, I hate to feel like this inside my head (Got it, got it, got it) Got the first thing that I felt when I woke up was that I hate you I hate you (it's my spark) Wake up, do the same thing over again I wish I can find more words to explain All the pains I felt inside my head It's like I don't feel fine unless I feel pain I don't really feel right, I already said that Wasn't that thing if you wanted me to say? You don't really care, do you? Girl, you imply that I don't really know what I'm trying to say (my spark) Walked away from where I feel, I feel So caught up in this damnish Doing drugs just to maintain Tryna get inside the main stream Gimme my money and then vanish You won't see me out the same shit I'm gonna zero affairs, hoping that I would feel okay Somehow I never do, but I felt that shit with you, no I'm done texting you back, I'll joy myself to death I don't care if I never come back Wish I could forget the things that you've said to you