I was alone...
I was alone in my head
I was alone in my head
Just Wishing I was dead
Maybe someday I'll forget
But I don't understand
Why you left me in this life
All alone chasing highs
All alone stuck in my mind
You won't even look me in the eyes
Maybe I can change your mind
Why you take so long to decide
Cause now I wanna live
But I'm already dead inside
It's cold inside
I hope you're right
Maybe I just wanna give up
I love life but it's too much
It hurts so bad inside these questions
I'll make us rich
But I been so stuck creating my future
I forgot to be present
Maybe I learned my lesson
I don't wanna be here
But I just say that I'm fine
I don't wanna feel this way
All alone in my head
I'd probably rather be dead
But there's no other options
I tried to stop it
An trade everything
But it's not stopping
So I guess we moving I guess we growing
I watched you leave me
Without me knowing
I'm feeling broken
So glad you noticed now take control
Before I lose focus
Girl I'm still hoping we get our freedom
But it all means nothing
If I'm not still with you
When this all comes down
When I'm so old
An it's so cold
I hope you're around
But that's so far
An I'm still young
An I don't know
I was alone in my head
Just wishing I was dead
I was alone in my head
Just Wishing I was dead
Maybe someday I'll forget
But I don't understand
Why you left me in this life
All alone chasing highs
All alone stuck in my mind
You won't even look me in the eyes
Maybe I can change your mind
Why you take so long to decide
Cause now I wanna live
But I'm already dead inside
It's cold outside
I hope you're right
Maybe I just wanna give up
That's when you looked at me an said
It'll be alright
I'll be right here
Forever inside
Don't leave right now
Just stay tonight
I'm stuck inside
All alone in my head
I wanna try
To be alright
But this is life
An we all die
So am I waiting to be deleted
Do we really have to hurt this bad
It's all I have
It's hurting bad
It drives me mad
I'm going insane
An I just hope you can save me
So why the fuck did I tell you I was fine
Why the fuck did I lie
I don't know how to feel
How to feel in my mind
I don't wanna feel the same
I don't wanna feel pain
I was alone in my head
Just Wishing I was dead
Maybe someday I'll forget
But I don't understand
Why you left me in this life
All alone chasing highs
All alone stuck in my mind