As real as it feels I'm aware what really goes on here Cause we're so insecure with ourselves Why else would we run in these circles We lose ourselves in these circles Trying to captivate the eyes of empty souls It feeds our ambition, it feeds our ammunition Kill, yeah, for the love of the thrill Numb our hearts so we can get our fill I'm not at ease cause I'm blind to what I have That I need to feed myself sin, oh wretched me I'm not afraid of failure I'm scared to death of love Because it shakes my addiction I've rested my soul in Why does it come so easy to some While I fight and I toil within myself to gain it too Kill, yeah, for the love of the thrill Numb our hearts so we can get our fill I'm not at ease cause I'm blind to what I have That I need to feed myself sin, oh wretched me I still don't know what I'm doing here I know better than to live by fear Everything means nothing in the grave These people around are so dead it's killing me I need to fall in love so it can break me Kill, yeah, for the love of the thrill Numb our hearts so we can get our fill I'm not at ease cause I'm blind to what I have That I need to feed myself sin, oh wretched me Oh wretched me