I'm sick of crying out into an empty sea of silence I can't seem to find a way to stop the hurting stop the violence Is this the price I pay to save the lives of those closest to me I can't find a way out of this hole that constantly consumes me I just want to protect you from all the demons that elude me To stop myself from crying at the thought of always always losing Running from the nightmare of your name that always still exhumes me Bleeding from the heart alone in the dark life is so confusing I can't find a way to stop this change and those I love from leaving Talking to myself and writing hollow words with hollow meanings Looking for a way to forget the names of those who stopped believing I can't be the only one alone to deal with all this grieving Pretending your lies and hollow words have some kind of empty meaning I can't regret I can't repress the feelings building inside of me I can't fix the pain or save the day after all we all have feelings I just wana take it all away and stop us all from sinking Oh Im living a nightmare You're coded in ciphers It's ending our lives here And We're gonna die here Nothing feels real anymore in this fight We're inside of each other's minds Tearing apart what makes us right We're haunting the ghosts of our lives