Open mouth taste the darkness
You've fallen inside again
Violently it speaks to me
It says speak up now or become death
But my spirit is weak, so I don't say a thing
Gnashing teeth cut right through me
I'm caught in your smile again
The mind resists but the fear complies
My wings are clipped so I cannot fly
Words they hurt but it's kept inside
I'm trying to survive but I
I'm going down, down, down
So deep I'll never be found
Head spinning round and round
So fast I can't make a sound
I will do as you say
Give you everything you want just stay
I will comply
I will obey
I don't speak but I promise you I've plenty to say
Take my word I will be heard one of these days
I find it hard to feel my heart it's numb from all that you've said
This isn't love when will you get it through your fucking head
The truth was backwards, living in a fantasy
Now it's clear see that we'll never go back
'Cause even what I thought was true
Was a lie I was caught on you
So I tried to excuse your abuse but the noose was tied as the fuse ignites
But you bet I'll be ready for the fight this time
Hold my breath as I
I'm going down, down, down
So deep I'll never be found
Head spinning round and round
So fast I can't make a sound
I will do as you say
Give you everything you want just stay
I will comply
I will obey
You wanted it all to go your way
Said what you could so that I would stay
You played the victim and you placed the blame
But all it did was push me away
Leaving you was the best thing I would do
No more years wasted on you
No tears were shed as I turned around
Said my goodbyes and I broke your crown
Never again will I let you in
Call you a friend just to watch me as I
Never again will I let you in
Under my skin just to watch me as I
I'm going down, down, down
So deep I'll never be found
Head spinning round and round
So fast I can't make a sound
I will do as you say
Give you everything you want just stay
I will comply
I will obey