Here and now, it's all that fucking time could allow I was headed south, with any progress that I made all shot to hell The hand I'm dealt was rigged and cheated I'm beyond defeated Let's call it quits I don't want a single goddamn thing to do with it This dire warning with no one to save me Tell me the truth from lies If being next to no one's my birthright Control my own destiny I'm headed six feet deep I am all torn apart Piece by piece from the start To hold on, or let go It doesn't matter, we'll never know It doesn't matter, we'll never know So it seems, I've been staring at the walls and ceiling Still wondering if we're really all connected and one to be? With words so contrite, I'm over being half alive I'd beg or borrow for a better fucking life if I could Let's call it quits I don't want a single goddamn thing to do with it This dire warning with no one to save me Tell me the truth from lies If being next to no one's my birthright Control my own destiny I'm headed six feet deep I am all torn apart Piece by piece from the start To hold on, or let it go It doesn't it matter, we'll never know It doesn't it matter, we'll never know Storm I've been calling is now hanging over head I kept my fingers crossed I gave it all, I tried my fucking best If there's one thing I've learned, it's that all this is just made up and meaningless So meaningless, when I look within (Tell me the truth from lies) (If being next to no one's my birthright) (Control my own destiny) I'm headed six feet deep I am all torn apart Piece by piece from the start To hold on, or let it go It doesn't matter, we'll never know I am all torn apart Piece by piece from the start I am all torn apart It doesn't matter, we'll never know