I had this dream of my old friend
We talked and cried 'til we laughed
Felt like I could be myself
And show them this pain in my head
Didn't asked for these scars on our skin
And to abuse substances
Losing a piece of ourselves
With every year that we get
I'm in what's always felt like a fight
Am I going to feel like this for the rest of my life?
How could I have been so much more?
Contemplating it all like I'm waging a war
Once we go back in the dark
What was all of this for?
Doesn't it make you scared to see
That we collapse into eternity (Collapse into eternity)
With no one to remember me (No one to remember me)
No one will remember me
I've got this question that makes me anxious every night
If I don't wake up tomorrow well did I live my life right?
I want out of the pain
I want out of the cold that shaped this boy to a man
A lover scorned turned to stone
I'm in what's always felt like a fight
I don't want to feel like this for the rest of my life
How could I have been so much more?
Contemplating it all like I'm waging a war
Once we go back in the dark
What was all of this for?
Doesn't it make you scared to see
That we collapse into eternity (Collapse into eternity)
With no one to remember me (No one to remember me)
No one will remember me
I'm in what's always felt like a fight
I don't want to feel like this for the rest of my life
How could I have been so much more?
Contemplating it all like I'm waging a war
Once we go back in the dark
What was all of this for?
Doesn't it make you scared to see
That we collapse into eternity (Collapse into eternity)
With no one to remember me (No one to remember me)
No one will remember me (No one will remember me)
No one will remember me (No one will remember me)