I lay down to die by the fireside I am trapped inside A never ending cycle of self deprecation I just want to be free I just want to feel alive I am afraid of the memory Worn down and bled dry Betrayed by my own thoughts Nothing satisfies my need to bleed History of misery That never ends Everyday is the fucking same I am going nowhere I grit my teeth and tell myself that today will be different Endless repetition of insanity Every day is the fucking same Never enough Never good enough I lay down to die by the fireside I am trapped inside A never ending cycle of self deprecation Worn down and bled dry Betrayed by my own thoughts Nothing satisfies my need to bleed History of misery That never ends History of misery That never ends New day same misery New day same misery New day same misery New day same misery Doomed to suffer endlessly